So Monday I find out I’m not pregnant, two days later I take ten tablets of Letrozole and two days after that (today), I have the second ultrasound.
And what do you know, there are two 15mm follicles in there – one in each ovary. Whoa!! This is only DAY FIVE of this cycle.
They gave me 1 vial of menopur this morning there at the doctor’s office, then I had 2 vials tonight and tomorrow night I will have another 2 vials. Sunday morning at 8am I will have another ultrasound. By early next week, we will be ready for insemination again! Crazy fast!
I think it is very obvious that God has orchestrated the timing of everything. From the very beginning of this journey to today. The “schedule” certainly didn’t have me ready to ovulate only a week into the cycle. But God’s schedule does.
I don’t know what God is up to – I can only go along for the ride. I know He gave me that sense of urgency to go ahead with the next IUI cycle this cycle. And like I prayed on Day 1 of this cycle, I know He knows how many follicles we need and how many sperm. I know now, more than ever, that He is in control here. Not the doctor and certainly not me.
I sense His Presence in all of this. So now I pray:
God, YOU have started this work in me and now I pray You will see it to completion. Amen!