Something more

I want to let everyone know that I am at peace.
This is not to say that it doesn’t hurt. Or that I am not anxious about what is coming next. Or that I am not SO ready to be on the other side of all this.
It means I am at peace in the Lord because I know another month with no pregnancy does NOT mean I am forgotten or that I will never become a mother.
I only know more lies ahead. More than I, or anyone, can imagine.
God did not create life with The Lone Ranger because He has something more incredible than that in store.
This ride isn’t over.
We press on.
I thank you for praying and for your kind comments.
I wish there was some way I could convey to everyone who reads this blog and prays how encouraging it is to me to know so many are truly praying.
Please pray that we will clearly know the direction God is now leading us towards.

6 thoughts on “Something more

  1. Elaine- I am so sorry that things didn’t work out with The Lone Ranger. I know it doesn’t get any easier no matter how much you expect it and prepare yourself for it. I am glad to see, though, that you’re feeling more at peace now. I really feel like wonderful things are in store for you. Hang in there- you are in my thoughts.

  2. I will always remember yesterday – there was something very special in the day.

    We press on with you and know that God is at work. We look forward to seeing that puzzle piece placed into the puzzle for you and Dave.

    We love you, Mama and Daddy

  3. Oh Elaine my heart aches for you in a way that surprises me. I am praying that the Lord give you direction and complete peace as you run this race. I pray that He strengthen you and that His perfect will be done in your life. Our strength is in our joy of the Lord. I pray that He allow you to experience joy in the midst of this trial. I bind the hands of the enemy in the name of Jesus Christ and I humbly ask our Father to open your womb. You can do this, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!


  4. Another month without pregnancy is not failure. It is simply another step towards the fulfillment of God’s perfect plan for your family.

    That quote helped me A LOT… hope it helps you too!

  5. I cannot imagine what you are going through. I can relate with your desire to be a mother. I have wanted to be a mother since the day I knew what having a biological child meant. I grew up babysitting every baby I could get my hands on. My husband and I just started trying to conceive 3 months ago and have not been successful yet, and all I can think is… what if we never are? I sit here and think about what joy and excitement you and your husband must have felt when you first started trying… never expecting the battle that was to come.

    I know that God will bless you with a child one day, whether it be biological or a child that was born from someone else, just for you. We have to remember all of the babies around the world who need a good mother just as badly as we need a baby. Maybe God made some of us this way especially for those motherless babies?

    God bless.

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