Sometimes during my time with the Lord, I like to go back and read my journals.
Today I found something I wrote on April 28th, 2011 – a week after we learned that the woman working with Susan had decided not to place through her and about a week before I called Emily and figured out this woman had left Susan and called Emily!
Here is what I wrote:
God is sovereign.
That statement alone is the foundation of my complete trust in Him.
He created everything, He controls everything. And His Plans for my life are beautiful.
There was a day that I did not know of the work God was doing to bring me a little miracle.
Any day before April 9th, 2009, I did not know what God was going to do.
By my faith in God I was able to say things like…”God must have Something More” (in reference to all our failed infertility treatments), “I wait in great expectation of what God is going to do.” and “God is faithful still.”
And on April 9th, 2009, God started letting me in on His miracle and it WAS better than anything I had imagined.
As we now have really started our journey to #2, I am at that same place again …
Trusting God and expecting something better than my wildest dreams.
Because that is just how the God I serve works!
His ways are higher, His love is deeper.
And He is Sovereign.